One of the first things they ask you in the ER is to rate your pain on a scale from 1 to 10. I’ve been asked this question hundreds of times and I remember once, when I couldn’t catch my breath and I felt like my chest was on fire, the nurse asked me to rate the pain. Though I couldn’t speak, I held up 9 fingers. Later, when I started feeling better, the nurse came in and she called me a fighter. “You know how I know?” she said, “You called a 10 a 9.” But that wasn’t the truth.

I didn’t call it a 9 because I was brave. The reason I called it a 9 was because I was saving my 10… and this was it. 



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Please be kind to people. If they’re not doing anything to hurt anyone don’t try to hurt them. Remember that everyone have feelings and their own struggles. You don’t know where they’re at and and what it could take to drag them to hell. Maybe just a nudge on the wrong button and they’re back on square one. Please show some respect to one another.


I grew up on certain movies, particular movies that said something to me as a kid from Missouri, movies that showed me places I’d yet traveled, or different cultures, or explained something, or said something in a better way than I could ever say. I wanted to find the movies like that.



Confidence goals: Kanye West 

Attitude goals: Rihanna

Money goals: Beyonce




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so far my two favorite pieces I’ve done


Even if you know what’s coming,
you’re never prepared for how it feels.
— Natalie Standiford, How to Say Goodbye in Robot (via morningsuns)



I wish I had the ‘wow’ effect on someone.
— (via wrekingball)